I miss You.. But I love Me More..!


I really Miss you.,

I miss the kind of person you were,

I miss the way you used to talk and blabber non stop.

I miss how you could carry on a one sided conversation for hours.

I know you do not recognise me properly with 20 kgs more weight, too many stretch marks and Quieter. There is no regret to any of it.,

Those 20 kgs mark all the Dinners and Dates I went with My love in last 8 years and the cravings I settled during my Twin Pregnancy. My Stretch Marks are the BADGE of Motherhood I wear with a high head.

And Yes Its you, who is Quieter and Calmer Now… but thats what life will teach eventually. There are going to be some unimaginable losses in life, something that will try drowning you in grief, But try and face them head on , they will only make you Stronger and much less vulnerable.

There ll be few busses you will miss in life with very heavy heart But you will get much more fun flights too. I know you hate to live under the microscope of your Mom’s eyes and that poke which comes with every breath you take. But trust me, thats what is forming a personality who can take care of herself and many others around. You will be a wonderful multi tasker and Time Manager.

Many of your Friends will be hurting you now and then, but try and understand their part, They do not know the kind of life you live, They don’t know how much things you possess matter or do not matter. So its not their mistake to use some harsh words, Its how they have not seen life. Try and don’t get miserable, you will rise and shine through that as well.

There will be lot of Heartbreaks and relation breaks, try to deal with them , because they will only teach you the how to handle relations, break ups, loosing people and life hardships

By the time, you ll come to see me, you will be much content with life, trying to embrace everyone who loves and ready to LET GO who doesn’t. Life is too short to miss on things and your own happiness.

Try and forgive people, Leave them alone, Do not expect, Love wisely, stay creative and be polite. You ll see how beautiful life is. Live it to the fullest because when you will meet me, you will  have other things in your head, lesser people in your life and much wider dreams in your Eyes.

I know you are super BUT still, I love me MORE…

Much Love

You Yourself (Today)

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